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Interesting fact: I put my window ac’s in early this year not to be turned on yet and twice a curious bird has made its way to my window. The first time I heard a friction like sound and it was in the window sill checking out one of the thin accordion like panels that comes off the side of the ac. The second time was this morning, it perched on top of the ac peering inside my house for a moment! I wonder but not really what the bird thought as it looked into a whole new world.

Aw, I like little bird visitations. I see some from our kitchen window sometimes but they don't see inside.

They always see inside *suspenseful music plays*

bird spies...

when I lived with my parents it was kind of common for birds to go inside the house, poor things it was hard to get them out

That is sad. Today rollerblading at the park I saw three people looking at something on the ground and one going to get a stick or something. I also looked and it was a baby bat. I wouldn’t know what to do with it except for taking it to a vet that may know someone who takes animals like that in.

Well bird, bird, bird...bird is the word.

Wanted to say hello to everyone and keep up my place in winning this game.

Hello, my very good friend! Hello, it is always nice to see you. I love you. <3

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Well yeah, but here, everyone is winning, when they post, for a short time.

IAW, that's what people don't understand:

I
ALWAYS
WIN

Ivokyuftaf6666 wrote: ↑

Mon May 20, 2019 4:00 pm

Hello, my very good friend! Hello, it is always nice to see you. I love you. <3

(This topic is not a forum game. Forum games have an algorithm which should be followed, while this thread does not have such. Also, the ASDF games are in the Games section of the forum.)

Thanks, and I love your responses to things. I also love the clear way of communication.

Earlier today I read a comment to a comment I made on someone’s post on Instagram. My own self paradigm read the words as being rude with a hidden meaning. But I was aware of myself and knew I really didn’t know. That lead me to ask questions of what I was unsure of, politely to the other person. My original comment was to a advertisement post of a breakfast chocolate cake that is made in the microwave. I wrote to the advertisement that they are delicious and I add other mixes(peanut butter, protein powder, grains) in them making them thicker. Another individual commented to my comment asking me the question “who pays you?” My instinct, internally in my mind went to defensiveness out of a algorithm of thought built by experience and time. My self awareness quickly kicked in to thinking about the actual situation.That thinking brought curiosity. Then the action I choose was to ask them in a comment to their comment, what made them think to ask me that question for a comment I made on a chocolate treat? And also what type of payment do they mean? They responded that their comment was only a joke because they heard many people think that product is nasty. I responded saying I thought it tasted good and also complimented them on their artwork because I looked at their page.

I felt like sharing this experience with you all because the old me would have only assumed not getting to the self awareness part. Many times assuming doesn’t bring any further education.

Posting here and not in Daily thread so as not to double-post.

Today I discovered this game: http://www.addictinggames.com/funny-gam ... t-game.jsp

After three attempts I completed it, and did so in 13 minutes 8 seconds.

Good luck!

I may have to play this some other time.

You'll play it now and like it.

Playing games at work gets me in trouble.

ugh i have to got a job soon, reeeeeee!

That’s great! If your choosing to do it then motivate yourself in a good way removing the “ugh” I use a app to make music where I can record over myself multiple times. One time I recorded the metronome for tempo and sighed at some point while it was recording. I began to create a song but not yet making it long enough to hear my sigh. I was in a groovy happy music mood when finally I heard myself sigh through my headphones. It made me feel that energy of being downish that only I was creating for myself. Now I’m aware more and if happens a lot less often and when I do sign or make a downer sound usually I snap myself out of it quickly.

A big thing I've accepted is that attitude makes a big difference, and it's on me. I still resort to my very much subpar ways 99% of the time, but I guess it's a good thing (?) that whenever I do this I feel guilty on top of whatever bad emotion I'm feeling . . .

When I was little my mom told me stories about her life, and I knew from a young age she was incredibly ambitious. I always wanted to be that way, and believed I was: Maybe I was... But, now I realize I will never be happy with the little leagues, and don't have the will to do a damn thing about it.

I always wanted to do something big, something creative, and something recognized.... But, now I realize I WILL always want that, but I will never let myself get there. I will probably suffer the bare minimum effort and lifestyle that comes with it, because I hate both but don't have the reserves to push any further for such a slight improvement.

I am not optimistic about my/the future.

TLDR I managed to turn a happy thing into a depressing thing and I didn't even do it to be edgy.

Also, cool job making music! I kind of want to learn the piano, but see above for why I won't / can't.

Your super creative and that’s very awesome! And from what I got of reading your post you motivate yourself into doing things, I love motivating myself to do all sorts of stuff.